I'm Not Sure What I'm Doing

I'm Not Sure What I'm Doing, but I haven't given up on whatever that might be.

Setting goals is one thing.

Achieving them is another.

Well, I don't care how simple a goal it was. I set it, and I achieved it.

I achieved a new bathroom.

Laugh if you will (don't you always, anyway?), but I'm proud of myself.

The reason you haven't heard from me since winter is, I set a winter goal for myself and I accomplished it.

It took longer than I thought, it cost more than I expected, and it totally took over my life. My life, since late winter, has been my job and my "project." And not much else.

All of which was a test, you see, to see if I'm capable of holding down a "job" and pursuing a "project."

Well, I am.

I am, but it takes a lot. It takes damn well near everything I've got.

So that's why you haven't heard from me lately.

'Cuz I've been busy.

I've been busy getting around to unfinished business.

Now that said unfinished business is finished, I'm gonna start to look around for the next bit a' unfinished business.

You should see my bathroom. If you could, you'd understand that I'm not just another wanna-be. No, I'm not just another wanna-be.

I'm another wanna-be who can lay tile...


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